Some of the messages and parts of conversations below were Taysha’s way of helping me to ‘Find my Mind.’
So much of what had been happening with me was getting lost in a fog of surreal chaos that I was about to abandon, (lose my own consciousness) or submit to it,( die by carelessness).
12/25/06
I was wide awake. This was not a dream. In earth bound reality I was driving, but my consciousness was somewhere else.
I was in a place not of this plane. Emotions are experienced fully and they are deep and raw with meaning to all living cells of thought and purpose. Harmony and peace teach and guide. Compassion eliminates the darkness without the experience of dark. Forgiveness is unnecessary as the courage to love and true understanding are the driving force of will and hope in this place. Differences are abundant and cherished for the beauty they bring. Beauty is felt, not just seen. It is the greatest gift of encouragement as the soul’s journey’s follow the possibility of beauty ,knowledge, and wisdom for the purpose of enlightenment.
Those who have chosen the dark have inherent knowledge of this heaven within. They ache and desire connection with this purest place. They see it as far from reach. They judge it as a lie, and pain -and something to taunt and tease them into submitting their will. The will they cling to that has long passed the misguided ‘need ‘ for insecurity or defense. The hopelessness they feel is perceived as a duty to control and defend the darkness they cannot even see. They begin to hate what it is, this true peace, instead of striving to return to the place in which there souls were birthed. They wish to infiltrate to win an unprovoked battle. A war they fight to deflect hope and peace. By doing so there pain is deflected and diluted. They can even say their fear provides hope and strength, therefore courage. This self fulfilling darkness only perpetuates more of the same, and then more…
This must be hell. And it is a Hell by choice.
1/22/07
Taysha was saying something about fear and pain, around those lines about what I found on my computer on 1/18. Don’t remember the details. I am a passenger. Not a driver.
What was written on 1/18 again was…
Our love one suffers in fear resulting in pain.
Faith and fear cannot coincide.
Pain endured travels through distant realms of the conscious and unconscious.
Fear felt, pain received, face falsity.
The inclination for hostility surrenders trust.
Decrement of trust and faith allow accretion of fear.
The sequence of fear, pain, and faith is perpetuated.
Awaken to the illusion.
Taysha described later that faith is the soul’s inherent knowledge
that guidance is not hidden.
1/30/2007
Taysha was coming in, kind of fading. Sometimes I can hear really clearly and sometimes I can’t. She said:
“ …to fly or to swim -they are parallels. The motions are much the same. A bird can be still with moving wings. A fish can swim with little motion or be still with the same motion. It is hope and vision which propel them. They see themselves already there.”
2/13/07
Part of a conversation. Pop ins…
“Trust the energy -the vibrating force within you. It’s your own will that delivers you.”
2/21/2007
Taysha: “Victim or hero? No- it is all to the future, debt or deposit. Why worship and praise the hero or victim. The message is what is intended not the form in which it was delivered. Do you keep the paper (meaning when you’re handed a letter is it the paper you keep or is it the words?) Do you wish to chase pass the ambassador to find what was left. Perceive the delivery to gain the meaning of the time. Wear the concepts presented through this history to live the path of the greater consciousness.”
I think the above was in reference to those who claim to follow Jesus or some other form of master guide while ignoring the actual guidance and messages given. Do we study the doctrines while ignoring the meaning for the time? Or do we look further into the doctrines without studying the messenger and that messenger’s talents and energy? What about the messages given throughout time as we know it? Love, kindness, virtues, living to nurture the soul and the greater good of all?
Do you walk your talk?
If you are the best ambassador of your values, have you represented them to the standard that you yourself would emulate?
Taysha: Find your own Mind!
What your soul tells you within the parameters of goodness is your path.
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