A glimpse into darkness

By rlphelps

Taysha began giving insights into the Dark One’s manipulation’s and torment.

Taysha explained that her role is that of ‘a short stop to his darkness’.

She saw him in the astral and decided that she would stalk him until he changed.

Dark one was once a fragmented energy. He is dangerous and unscrupulous. Yet, he has the ability to change.  He attached to my soul prior to my birth and has not been willing to let go.

I have included some conversations with Taysha and Loer below.

Taysha used to and still occasionally does speak in parables and confusing language. I truly believe this has been to benefit me. It keeps my mind busy and my vulnerability to the darkness down to a sane level.The entry below was after I heard a voice very similar to Taysha, but something seemed wrong about the words. 

4/22/2007  

R: “Sometimes it seems I’m are talking with you but, the responses are indifferent and cold. Can he, meaning the dark one, pretend to be you? Is he aware of you?”

 Taysha: “He will mislead in the suit which fits the spoken situation. Be aware of dark hopes delivered. He is aware you have help, he is in you. Does he hear and see as you do? No! True opposites can sometimes share ground without the internal knowledge that allows accurate projections of balance.”

 R: “What?”

Taysha:  “You’re left and right are not aware always that they may hold hands. It is you, your projection of this that would help you lace your fingers together in harmony. His wish not to love and forgive, work toward peace, so on, has blinded him to….NO eternal knowledge or ability to influence your help and love.”

 R: “I see, thank you. As my love increases will his power diminish?”

Taysha: “It must.”

R:  Back to the first question, I heard; “Billions of mutating virus’ locked in thought, await the opportunity to punish you and all who are ignorant of your innocence.” I saw ice caps melting and falling into the ocean. I think he was trying to speak somewhat poetically as you do. The voice was female but the cold and darkness were present. You and I have some time delay. I appreciate that. Will he try to speak when I am waiting to hear from you?”

Taysha: “Your strengthening opportunities arrive as they do. Debate not with one whose back speaks of the mirrors image. Know yourself.”

 Me… “You have said this before. I understand. I am welcoming more from you to help me deflect his words.”

 Sometimes ‘tips’ for how to cope would just pop in, like below. 

4/28/07 @ computer

T: Manipulation for growth requires cooperation from all sides. This eliminates feelings of animosity or distrust.

Taysha was confronting me on my choices to become angry as a way to gain  an adrenaline rush. I would get so tired it was easier to have anger fantasies, (usually about correcting injustices) than to work on my own issues. In a way she was kind of chewing me out for my choices.4/30/07 

T: The path of distain and destruction for the goal of good is embedded within the tattered fragments which made him target the contrary.

R: Help me get that without the poetry. I appreciate the calm, but brace for a storm- though fear is blocked by Adrian.

T: Like patchwork you validate a picture or pattern when you choose anger over understanding. You blamed justice, or alignment…the rings recent tells of this. Do not justify your choice to those who truly hear. You will make no sound.

R: Are you saying I lie if I decide what is right or wrong for me?

T: Is it a lie to feed soil when the hungry are in need of balanced color and nutrients?

    (I saw a vision of watering the ground and turning away a hungry child when there was plenty of food in doors. Pretending to be poor as an excuse to justify lying.)

R: To love those who hurt others with no regard to the future. I’m human. To be that example of love is improbable at this time. I appreciate our guidance, you are to be respected. How do I rise above the duality of feelings and experience?

T….(noise) ..is not the purpose of the visit at this time. Your practice is to seek the comfort of universal law-all are one in the rings of want. You have choices to throw out Your form of justice, or to love in spite of Their fore-comings. Yours will be theirs. Do you see?

R: I become them. I can see that. I ask for guidance in the moments I falter. I want to learn and grow. Why me though? I don’t hold great influence.

T: You do. Your strength is great. Practice movement again. Coincidence can calm…

 

This was my first conversation with Loer. His wisdom and peaceful messages are so welcome!!!

5/2/07 @ computer

Male voice: Many unintended turns deliver the path of intent. Yet, the path is sought still as though the traveled journey is inferior or less than a lesson of growth. This thought of learning how to be has led to greater ways of how not to be.

T: At what point do all who wish peace live it for those who can see? Roots grow to the health of nourishment lived. What you see, you live- you set forth, project to those who will be in the tapestry to come.

R: Who is with you? Please clear the noise- the energy, I can’t understand…

Loor, Loer?

 ( This typed itself on my computer)  Loer. 

R: Thank you Loer.

I have heard you before and written some of what you have said. You speak of the end of these times, this chance- I guess. Is that correct?

L: Yes.

R: Why do you speak to me? And with Taysha now?

L: Your channel is open to talking and hearing.

R: Did you say channel?

L: Yes… Your portal, a way to communicate. When you ask or think of asking the call is heard. Many calls are heard.

R: Are you the angel who asked what I would change with humanity next…

L: Yes, I am. But, you know it was you who saw the angelic features. I don’t have wings.

R: Thank you. Why did I see that in you?

L: Energy in motion can take on many forms. What you need to see or hear to trust is also given when the gift can be presented.

R: So I needed to see you that way in order to trust. Are you a guide?

L: I am part of an energy group that seeks to correct disarray. To interview those, the living in the proverbial classrooms is helpful in diswaying current momentum and waking the calm.

R: What do you mean?

L: posing the question to those who will share outward instills thoughtful correction…

 My computer crashed when I was printing this conversation. Dark interference, I’m sure. I did my best with what I could remember to close this conversation and keep the gifts that were being brought to the forefront.3 paragraphs were lost. 

L: …becoming compassionate examples to those who can see and those who choose to hear.

T: Forgiveness enhances the healing process. To see through what was and look to what can be…

L: …reacting with tomorrow in mind can lend hope to today… reducing the passion in anger and frustration…

Thank you so very much.

Damn the dark. The messages Will come through!!!

 Dark one weighed in for some reason.Taysha’s guidance was needed and re-read numerous times. 

Dark one 10:00 PM

“This whole place is a fatuous archaic shit hole. A façade of what hell thinks heaven should be. Neither exists. But dark leads, oh the delusions of trained imagination.”

 6/172007 

Taysha:

The ways of the origin or old ways circle to envelope and shelter. The unseen realms overlay connection. The essence of existence cannot separate from the core. The origin remains unchanged in focus and clarity. Block signals of resentment, pain and animosity. He will reach to feel the string he believes to have been severed from him- cast him into darkness, not so. The slack reels him with renewed curiosity. A desire to understand how you left without breaking the promise. As he throws boulders, build shelter. As sanctuary holds you safe, he will distract, interfere, while observing that which did not abandoned his potential to change.

 6/20/2007 

I asked the dark one to speak the hopes I hold for his change.

His words..

 “Honor this ride, I shadow, look to next…

 Learn the ways of longing what will not- what was.

 Home is my want. Rebirth to My dream.

 Light is my blindness.

 Comfort with no fight are the colors I must see.

 Patience with your disgrace will begin to correct the debt incurred.

The compliant shadow of emptiness echoes regret.

 

I truly thought this (above) meant something positive.

6/22/2007 

Taysha: Only with common focus may one accept alliance with this adversary. What compromise would snap the string? 

R:  “You tell me.”

T:  “Is he guiltless?”

R:  “Is he lying?”

T:  “What did he ante?”

 

I couldn’t stop crying. I held hope that he had some sincerity, some form of honor.

 

I have to emulate what it is I want to and need to see, or this will only worsen – All of it!

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