I have learned that we don’t host an entity for a long period of time without karma or an agreement of some kind involved. Most entities will vanish when guided away,told to or shown that the host will not comply with their wishes.
The dark one in me is complacent at best when told to leave.
Mary Lee Labay introduced the possibility of a ‘contract’ with this entity during one of the sessions where he argued with her over where he belongs. He implied he owns me and I owe him.
The journal entry’s below helped me to understand a little more about how this alleged contract could be true.
It all seems so crazy, even now after living it for a few years…
The last few lines from Taysha helped me to understand that seeking common ground would be vital in the process of building allliance to learn his motives and to help guide both he and I to some level of cooperation.
3/16/07
I asked Taysha or somebody,- anybody for guidance in a free write. So these are the words that followed:
If dreams collide outside of time
can the hopes be realized? Do promises hold truth when made by the innocent?
To believe a lie from a smile makes you worthy
of understanding and forgiveness.
With choice create.
What she is talking about was the contract I made with this dark entity, we were both little boys. I saw this in kind of a dream state, and also kind of awake. I have seen it many times since then. There is a two class society, on another planet actually. It was okay for us to associate but not to be really close friends. It was okay to play, it seemed like we actually flew. Flew low, we could walk but why? It was kind of fun. There were the people who were entitled and those people who worked for the entitled. They had a mark on their forehead and he was one of those. I somehow made a contract with him when the planet was dying. All the people who were of the upper class just knew they were going to go somewhere else but the workers were concerned that they would have no place. I told him he could come with me. He could ride with me. I would show him life. I just didn’t want to leave him. We were buddies. We weren’t supposed to be that close but we were.
This seems to be the entity that is now haunting me and he seems to think that this life should be lived in his way. That is what Taysha was talking about.
3/17/2007
Hope is where you fly. Fate is where you land. (I woke up with this thought)
I woke up hearing a conversation, it sounded like it was part of a conversation and I kind of drop in on those when I am traveling at night.
It was Taysha;
“Is the significance of one more important than another? Impact changes with needs.”
Tags: alliance, contract, cooperation, entity, Fate, hope, karma, Mary Lee LaBay
